(Hampir) Pingsan

Pernah ga ngerasain yang namanya pingsan? Atau hampir pingsan? Ya ga semua orang pernah ngerasain sih. Sama seperti ga semua orang pernah ayan (astagfirullah semoga ga terjadi sama gue ataupun ama anak gue ntar. amin).
tau ga kenapa gue nulis tentang pingsan?
Pasti ngga.
Hari ini hari Senin. Hari Pendidikan Nasional dan gue jadi petugas pengibar bendera karna gue anak paskib. Kejadian gue hampir pingsan untung bukan pas gue belum ngibar atau pas ngibar. Kan ga lucu juga pas lg langkah tegap maju gue tiba2 pingsan!
Tapi apanya yang lucu? Malu-maluin gue iya!
Kejadiannya pas upacara mau selesai. Pas dirijen selesai nyanyi. Awalnya gue ngerasa sehat-sehat aja. Emang sih gue ga sarapan. Bangun kesiangan soalnya. Haha kebawa suasana libur -_-
oke kembali ke topik utama (asik!)
Awalnya gue cuma keringetan doang. Padahal ga ada matahari. Ya keringet dingin. Terus tiba-tiba gue pusing. Sesek napas. Terus gue nunduk.
Pas gue liat kedepan, semuanya ga jelas. Apalagi gue lagi ga pake kacamata, tambah abstrak aja pandangan gua! Terus gue bilang dalem hati "udah li lo ga kenapa-kenapa kok" tapi fisik gue mengatakan "bloon! lia tuh mau pingsan!" jadi mulut gue berkata sama dinda "din gue ga kuat" terus gue ga tau dinda ngomong apa. gue jadi tuli mendadak. Langsung balik kanan, terus Mira bilang "je lo kenapa?" gue diem. bahkan mulut gue pun bisu. Abis itu gue ke UKS. Tidur lah gue disana abis minum teh. Gue balik ke kelas beberapa menit setelah upacara selesai.
Gue ke kelas deh. Terus tadi kata Mira gue pucet banget. Kata Zahra gue kayak orang mabok. Kalo tadi gue tetep berdiri di lapangan, gue pasti udah pingsan. Ngga deh.... Malu gue ntar.
Jadi dari postingan kali ini, dapat disimpulkan bahwa orang mau pingsan itu punya ciri-ciri :
-Keringetan. Walaupun ga ada matahari ataupun lagi mendung.
-Pusing tiba-tiba. Mendadak pandangan lo ga jelas. Mungkin jadi ijo ataupun biru atau apa kek. Tadi sih gue ngerasainnya abstrak ijo.
-Sesek Nafas. Tapi bukan kayak orang asma.
-ga bisa denger apa-apa.
-ga kuat ngomong.

Jadi ketika lo merasakan hal itu, buru-buru lah lo duduk dan pejemin mata. Kalo bisa tiduran dan tarik nafas pelan-pelan.
Oke sekian dari gue ya semoga ga cuma nyampah aja hehe
see you ^^

salam,
Khadijah Husnul Aulia

Belle Of The Boulevard by Dashboard Confessional

Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you from sinking
It's a long way down
It's a long way

Back like you never broke
You tell a dirty joke
He touches your leg and thinks he's getting close
For now you let him just this once
Just for now
And just like that - it's over

[Chorus:]
Don't turn away
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Don't be afraid
Keep it all inside, all inside
When you fall apart
Dry your eyes, dry your eyes
Life is always hard for the belle of the boulevard

In all your silver rings
And all your silken things
That song you softly sing - is keeping you from breaking
It's a long way down
It's a long way
Back here you never loved
You've shaked the shivers off
You take a drink to get your courage up
Can you believe it
Just this once
Just for now
And just like that
It's over

[Chorus]

Please hold on - it's alright
Please hold on - it's alright
Please hold on

Down in a local bar
Out on the boulevard
The sound of an old guitar
Is saving you

[Chorus x2]

Penyakit Hati

Penyakit. Apa sih definisi dari penyakit? Dari yang pernah gue rasain, penyakit itu sesuatu yang ngga mengenakan, bikin diri kita terganggu.
Berarti penyakit hati adalah sesuatu yang ga mengenakan dalam hati kita.
Yang pengen gue ceritain bukan liver ya soalnya gue bukan dokter. Ntar kalo gue ngasih tips terus salah kan gaswat hehehe bisa diprotes gue sama satu pasukan (loh?) oke ga segitunya.

Penyakit hati yang mau gue ceritain itu penyakit psikologis. Misalnya: Iri, dengki, egois, temperamental, sombong, depresi, broken heart, bahkan galaw hehe.
kalo semua penyakit itu udah diatas ambang kewajaran bisa bahaya itu.
Kalo yang ngerasa dirinya egois ya cepetlah diubah. harusnya kalian tuh yang nyadar sendiri kalo kalian egois, sebelum orang lain berkomentar yg lebih sakit.

Kalo yang tukang iri nih yaa, iri boleh tapi jgn berlebihan. Misalnya nih lo iri ama orang karna dia mendekati perfect. Jangan jatohin dia, tapi bangkitin diri lo, yakinin lo bisa nyamain dia bahkan bisa lebih. tapi jangan jadi copycat yaa. being yourself is better than you copy other styles! Jujur aja nih ya salah satu sifat gue ya ini. Tapi setiap hampir 'diatas ambang' gue langsung ngehandle.

Broken heart & galau biasa terjadi kalo ada masalah sama keluarga, pacar, sahabat, dan urusan sekolah. Biasanya kalo kita ga kuat, kita bakal nangis. Kalo kalian pengen nangis, nangis lah. Puas-puasin sampe hati lo lega. Jangan ditahan karna bakal bikin hati lo makin sakit. Tapi jangan keterusan karna itu ga baik. Nangis yang keseringan justru can make you be a weak person. Terimalah itu semua. Selesain masalah dengan kepala dingin. Buat lah hidup lo se enjoy mungkin dan dewasakan sikap lo.

Oke itu aja sih dari gue, gue ga mau ngetik banyak-banyak. pegel oy ngantuk udah malem hehe.

Maaf ya kalo nyampah.
Saya Khadijah Husnul Aulia dari rumah saya mengundurkan diri, selamat malam dan sampai jumpa!

Elevator-David Archuleta

woah oh oh ohhh

I had a dream last night
I didn't know which floor to get off on, heyyyeyy
The doors, they opened on 4 and 5 and 6
And you were gone, all gone

I didn't understand
I didn't wanna know
At least I took a chance
I had to let it go

[Chorus]
Elevator goes up
Elevator come down
And you just go with the flow
Until your feet are back on the ground
It's an endless ride
Sometimes it takes you up
Sometimes it tears you down inside
But it's the butterflies
That keep you feeling so alive, so alive
You gotta get back that high

And in my dream last night
The doors they finally shut and I was there, somewhere
Alone in my reality inside an empty box
That's filled with air
But I don't care, noooo

Next time I'll get it right
Next time I'll be okay
I'll have a different dream tonight
Tomorrow's another day

http://www.elyricsworld.com/elevator_lyrics_david_archuleta.html
[Chorus]
Elevator goes up (elevator goes up)
Elevator come down
And you just go with the flow
Until your feet are back on the ground
It's an endless ride
Sometimes it takes you up
Sometimes it tears you down inside
But it's the butterflies
That keep you feeling so alive, so alive
You gotta get back that high

You'll never know
What you're gonna get
What you don't expect will come and find you
If you laugh or cry
If you run and hide
But it's all right

[Chorus]
Elevator goes up
Elevator come down
And you just go with the flow
Until your feet are back on the ground
It's an endless ride
Sometimes it takes you up
Sometimes it tears you down inside
But it's the butterflies
That keep you feeling so alive, so alive
You gotta get back that high

A Thousand Miles-Vanessa Carlton

Making my way downtown

Walking fast

Faces passed

And I'm home bound
Staring blankly ahead

Just making my way

Making my way

Through the crowd


And I need you

And I miss you

And now I wonder....


If I could fall

Into the sky

Do you think time

Would pass me by

'Cause you know I'd walk

A thousand miles

If I could

Just see you

Tonight


It's always times like these

When I think of you

And I wonder

If you ever

Think of me


'Cause everything's so wrong

And I don't belong

Living in your

Precious memories


'Cause I need you

And I miss you

And now I wonder....


If I could fall

Into the sky

Do you think time

Would pass me by

'Cause you know I'd walk

A thousand miles

If I could

Just see you

Tonight


And I, I

Don't want to let you know

I, I

Drown in your memory

I, I

Don't want to let this go

I, I

Don't....


Making my way downtown

Walking fast

Faces passed

And I'm home bound


Staring blankly ahead

Just making my way

Making my way

Through the crowd


And I still need you

And I still miss you

And now I wonder....


If I could fall

Into the sky

Do you think time

Would pass us by

'Cause you know I'd walk

A thousand miles

If I could

Just see you...


If I could fall

Into the sky

Do you think time

Would pass me by

'Cause you know I'd walk

A thousand miles

If I could

Just see you

If I could

Just hold you

Tonight

Fall For You-Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm your's to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

26th October 2010

what happened in 26th October 2010? it is a special day for me but not for Indonesia huhu.
I got a boyfriend. he is my class mate. his name is Andrew Fahlevi :)

haha apadeh gua sok-sokan pake bahasa inggris. sok bule lo li haha.
yup tepat hari selasa tanggal 26 Oktober 2010 kemaren, seorang cowok bernama Andrew, blg ke gue kalo dia suka sama gue. gue kira dia cuma bercanda yak makanya kata yg keluar dari mulut gua,

gua: "lo lg main juber ya?"
dia: (geleng-geleng)
gua: (ga percaya) "serius nih?"
dia: "serius"
gua: "iya"
beberapa detik kemudian....... gua kabur ke belakang tembok.

temen-temen gua pada heboh. set dah kayak ada orang penting gitu haha. sampe rumah gue masih ga percaya dan ngerenung sendiri di kamar "itu tadi beneran ga sih?" "gue lg mimpi ya?" "eh bener nih skrg gue udah jadian?" aduh sumpah udik begete ya gue gubrak. -_______-
hahaha gue kayak gitu abisnya gue terlalu seneng, deg-degan, malu, sama kaget. hahaha lia lia.

Tapi sedih jg nih abisnya tanggal gue jadian pas sama saat gunung merapi meletus. Ya Allah.... Pada tobat ngapa dikasih bencana gitu. *cieliatumbenalim* *huhsokkayagurungajiloli* oke abaikan tanda bintang tadi-_-

back to my moment eaea
gue sekelas ama dia, tapi ngobrol jarang bgt. deg-degan sich kalo deket dia. kalo lg deket, gue pasti jarang ngomong dah deg-degan mamen.

Okelah. Sekarang goodbye single *apatau* gue cuma pengen bisa longlast sampe gue lulus nanti. kalo perlu sampe sma. kalo jodoh ga akan kemana kok. tapi gue tetep kok bertekad jgn sampe ganggu nilai gue di sekolah. gue pengen pacar oke, nilai oke. Semoga bisa deh amin amin Ya Allah.

Oke thank you ya segini aja dulu bye bye muah muah *smooch*

-lia-