Kenapa gue ngasih judul ini postingan dengan nama 'Untitled'? Gue juga gatau mau ngasih judul apa. Gue cuma pengen curhat. Gatau gue mau curhat ama siapa. Harusnya ama temen temen gue ya tapi gue udah keseringan cerita sama mereka.... Cerita gue itu itu aja. Seseorang yang ga pernah bosen denger cerita gue juga udah ga berkewajiban ada disisi gue. Dengerin gue. Menghibur gue.

I lost something. Something who can made me happy everyday.
Something who made smile in my face. Something who taught me how to love, and how to live.
Something who always with me with cheers and sad.
Something in my heart, my head, my soul.
Something who always said "I always in here. Beside you whenever you need me. I'm with you"
actually it is not something, but someone.
Yes...... I lost someone. I don't know it has over or hasn't. But my heart lost someone. And I need him to come around. To care with me.

Ga ngerti gue ga ngerti. Gue ngerasa kehilangan. Gue ga bisa menutupi rasa kehilangan itu.
Ini semua kayak rumah kokoh tapi langsung roboh gara gara dindingnya ga ada.
Gue labil banget ya... Oke kenapa menghibur orang gue bisa tapi menghibur diri sendiri tuh gue paling paling paling GA BISA??
Gue gatau harus apa!
Am I should stop loving him or wait him to come around?
I can't stop loving him but too hurt for waiting....

Gue capek. Selama ini ada dia tempat gue berbagi.... Tapi sekarang?.... Gue kayak kehilangan pondasi.
Selama ga ada dia semua gue simpen sendiri. Dan berujung ke mimpi.
Sekarang gue sering mimpi buruk. Entah mimpi serem atau mimpi tentang kenangan dan kesedihan. Semuanya ada di dalem mimpi gue.
Ya Allah.... Sedih banget :"

gue tau ini akibat dari kesalahan. Tapi gue pengen banget muter waktu dan menghapus kesalahan itu supaya sekarang bisa baik baik aja.

Maaf kalo nyampah. Gue emang lebay ya haha